有感而写

有时人总是那么奇妙，总爱掩饰自己的感受

人们的掩饰功力甚至比变色龙来得更加厉害，让我不知如何应对

有时我总在思考，那到底是为何呢

为何就不能坦诚相对呢？非得要为自己的所想加上一件外套，好让其装饰一下方可见人

明明就是不喜欢，但是总爱僮的一副没关系的模样

明明就是很喜欢，但也爱装出一副不在乎的模样

难道，人们不懂的分辨喜恶吗？人们的七情六欲仿佛已纠结在一起，难以辨识出喜，怒，哀，乐

人们也很爱为自己穿上穿山甲的外衣，保护着自己内心的脆弱

穿山甲的外衣，一旦穿上了，就难以与外界沟通

因为他们总会抱着半信半疑的心态，最后导致无人倾听自己心声的后果

事实并不是无人，而是人们自己的心已这么的认定

人们也爱为自己穿上刺猬的外套，仿佛在预防这些什么的

他们为自己寻找的理由就是抵抗外敌，抱着他人受伤总比自己悲伤好

最后，人们也渐渐地被人疏远，无人愿意接近，也无人敢于接近

这是多么可悲的思维

好多时候，我总在想为何要为自己的话语先加以修饰。。

日子久了，我也渐渐的领悟到这一个修饰的工作非常的重要

其可令你较容易融入人群里

话语原本就如一杯无色无味的清水，其所带来的感情色彩，只因人们为它添加调味料，使其变成一句带有杀伤力的话语或是充满励人心志的话语

这杯清水要如何让人们接受，关键只在调剂人的身上

你是一个好的调剂人与否，只须看看你拥有朋友的多少

两点成正比

[这片纯粹是让我发挥一下意见，并无任何的意思]

26112010

hello guys~
just now i was thinking of should i update my blog since i have been abandoned my blog such a period~at last, i decide to post some about my days recently! (* and the post about my secondary school life will be postpone..sry XD)

as you all know, Form5 students are sitting there SPM~ and there's what i face to~ i has being so close to my BOOKS due to this stupid exam!arw~this is the most difficult period of my life! i cant hang out but sit in front of these books..BM, BI, SEJ, SCIENCE, blablabla..

well..1st week examination has passed~YEAH! after sejarah's exam, i feel like no more pressure~hahahaha..that is the only subject that i afraid of so much~ 3 subject 6papers gone! but still have 12 papers to go~i hope i can do well on next papers..

i do feel so sad~because i did lots of mistake!!i dint do really well in my BM,BI and SEJ!i do really regret now!!!GOSH~ especially, my SEJ!!! the only feels appeared in my mind was SAD SAD SAD after i knew my mistake.. =( haiz..

OK~forget about it~the thing i should do now is prepare for the rest~i must put more effort!!!
guys..i know u all will bless me rite???♥

that's all..bye..

PREVIEWS

WILL BE POST SOON..♥

my secondary high school's life

♥ 4A3 'o9

♥ 5A3 '10

changed my blogskin ady~

sexy,big, red ROSE

HOT like me!!=)

SORRY

sorry peeps..

my blog is on processing~i have ady bored on my old blog skin, so try to change it and make it nicer..

ya~i know my blog is worse than last time~but but but...i really have no idea how to make it nicer..see..my blog skin now is looking like shittt...ishh..==

i felt so mad when i started to stuck at the way to edit blogskin and those html..LOL!! i am a stupid indeed!

nvm nvm..i promise to myself, i will make it prettier~*but i need time..hahah..i think i need to wait until i finish my spm .. so just be patient and wait for it yah..^^

04112010

grrrrrr..

i look like a zombie now..guess what? i m totally lack of sleep la werrhhh..so bad!

last few days, i looked into the mirror..i saw an ugly old lady!!*referring to myself.XD i felt like wanna to punch the mirror! i cant accept it!! i am a teenager but look like a folk..owh man! seriously my relatives hurt me when they like to ask me hw old am i..yishh..='(

i think i need take a rest and start to do some facial treatment..i wan a baby fair skin..as smooth as a baby skin..owh..i m desperate to own a nice, fair and radiance skin..can someone else teach me the way to keep the skin look young and healthy? i wanna to confess for being not taking care of my skin last time..i recover a big eyes bag on my face! wuu..wuu..( |0|)

tell u a secret! I GAIN FAT due to the supper this few days.. he always bring me to dinner after 8pm!! see!!sure i will gain fat lo.. like yesterday,he brought me to look out point to have our meal at 9.30pm..i kept nagging him for having meal so late~ haha..he is so innocent while he dint know what shud he say nor does.. he is cute ! ♥ ^^

waiting for the day of spm!!please the day pass faster..so that i could end up my exam faster~

ihatethemisery

你的无所谓总令我失望与心疼，我不知道你的责任是什么，因为你从没尽过你该有的责任

你的无责任心，怠惰，挥霍，还有那自我的态度令我反感

我知道我不该拥有这一些的想法，但我就是控制不了

你！毁了我的一切毁了我对世界抱有的期望

过往对你的期许与体谅渐渐的随岁月流逝，我不再寻求在多的借口来瞒住事实，我受够了

因为你的自私，连累了你身边爱你的人，你令爱你的人身心疲乏

你带走了那单纯天真的灵魂，剩下的只有分离，泪水，破碎的心灵

看着那双充满着不舍与心疼的眼神，我心有所感

那天我看见了那双仿佛在期许或奢望些什么的眼神，我暗地里流泪

血浓于水，她也只不过是一个普通的人

所谓的无私的爱，也只不过如此

我不再对你有任何的期许，更无法为你找寻更多的理由来体谅

此刻我只想说

伟大的超女，我爱你！