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有时烦恼时，真的不知道找谁倾诉

可悲

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我♥ 幸福

最近总听见身边的人谈幸福
看着他们忙着炫耀自己的幸福时，我也渐渐地对着话题产生了少许的幢景
有人说幸福就是能够拥有取之不尽的财富，有的人却说是能够与挚爱的另一伴过下半辈子，也有人说能够享受那贵族般的奢侈生活，每天都有仆人服侍，吃不完的美食，不必愁衣食住行...
然而，对我而言幸福就只是一种感觉~是一种发自内心的一种单纯感受..
幸福的定义对于不同的人便有不同的看法，其因人而异..
那些把幸福寄托在遙遠將來的人，或者認為只有達官顯赫的地位、世外桃園的生活、花前月下的浪漫才是幸福，那就太不幸了。
幸福与知足联系在一起
人们智慧一味追求着梦想中的理想，然而他们从不知自己其实已获得不少更有价值的幸福
人们啊！你们是不是该放缓你们那急促的步伐，好好欣赏身边的事物呢？
别为自己设下遥不可及的理想与要求..其实，要得到幸福的条件并不是想象中的难!
如果我們不是一個貪婪的人，沒有太多的奢求，我們擁有的便會很多
因為別人看來不凡的在你看來都是珍貴的美麗的。
其只需你用你那纯净的冰心，你那知足的心态感受即可..

闭上双眼，静下那烦躁的心，深呼吸，想想所拥有的一切一切...
我...笑了~
你感受到了吗?
不知甚麼時候開始，我學會了數算我所擁有的，不再執著於曾經擁有的和已經失去的。
嘗遍了甜酸苦辣，讓我對幸福的定義有了更深的體會︰粗茶淡飯、身體健康是幸福!!

幸福真是垂手可得，無須等待
其往往在你舒心坦然，不為所思的時候，輕輕地叩開了你的心扉。
幸福的生活不是一個目標，而是一個過程。
倘若一個人敢於用自信的姿態迎接一切厄運，用垣然的心境承受一切苦難，縱然沒有鮮花，沒有掌聲，幸福照樣盈滿心間。
营造一个和平知足的心态，持有感恩之心，让我们愿意为悲哀的人生变成了一种幸福！

'你幸福吗？'
'我很幸福！♥ ♥ '

有感而写

有时人总是那么奇妙，总爱掩饰自己的感受

人们的掩饰功力甚至比变色龙来得更加厉害，让我不知如何应对

有时我总在思考，那到底是为何呢

为何就不能坦诚相对呢？非得要为自己的所想加上一件外套，好让其装饰一下方可见人

明明就是不喜欢，但是总爱僮的一副没关系的模样

明明就是很喜欢，但也爱装出一副不在乎的模样

难道，人们不懂的分辨喜恶吗？人们的七情六欲仿佛已纠结在一起，难以辨识出喜，怒，哀，乐

人们也很爱为自己穿上穿山甲的外衣，保护着自己内心的脆弱

穿山甲的外衣，一旦穿上了，就难以与外界沟通

因为他们总会抱着半信半疑的心态，最后导致无人倾听自己心声的后果

事实并不是无人，而是人们自己的心已这么的认定

人们也爱为自己穿上刺猬的外套，仿佛在预防这些什么的

他们为自己寻找的理由就是抵抗外敌，抱着他人受伤总比自己悲伤好

最后，人们也渐渐地被人疏远，无人愿意接近，也无人敢于接近

这是多么可悲的思维

好多时候，我总在想为何要为自己的话语先加以修饰。。

日子久了，我也渐渐的领悟到这一个修饰的工作非常的重要

其可令你较容易融入人群里

话语原本就如一杯无色无味的清水，其所带来的感情色彩，只因人们为它添加调味料，使其变成一句带有杀伤力的话语或是充满励人心志的话语

这杯清水要如何让人们接受，关键只在调剂人的身上

你是一个好的调剂人与否，只须看看你拥有朋友的多少

两点成正比

[这片纯粹是让我发挥一下意见，并无任何的意思]

26112010

hello guys~
just now i was thinking of should i update my blog since i have been abandoned my blog such a period~at last, i decide to post some about my days recently! (* and the post about my secondary school life will be postpone..sry XD)

as you all know, Form5 students are sitting there SPM~ and there's what i face to~ i has being so close to my BOOKS due to this stupid exam!arw~this is the most difficult period of my life! i cant hang out but sit in front of these books..BM, BI, SEJ, SCIENCE, blablabla..

well..1st week examination has passed~YEAH! after sejarah's exam, i feel like no more pressure~hahahaha..that is the only subject that i afraid of so much~ 3 subject 6papers gone! but still have 12 papers to go~i hope i can do well on next papers..

i do feel so sad~because i did lots of mistake!!i dint do really well in my BM,BI and SEJ!i do really regret now!!!GOSH~ especially, my SEJ!!! the only feels appeared in my mind was SAD SAD SAD after i knew my mistake.. =( haiz..

OK~forget about it~the thing i should do now is prepare for the rest~i must put more effort!!!
guys..i know u all will bless me rite???♥

that's all..bye..

PREVIEWS

WILL BE POST SOON..♥

my secondary high school's life

♥ 4A3 'o9

♥ 5A3 '10

changed my blogskin ady~

sexy,big, red ROSE

HOT like me!!=)

SORRY

sorry peeps..

my blog is on processing~i have ady bored on my old blog skin, so try to change it and make it nicer..

ya~i know my blog is worse than last time~but but but...i really have no idea how to make it nicer..see..my blog skin now is looking like shittt...ishh..==

i felt so mad when i started to stuck at the way to edit blogskin and those html..LOL!! i am a stupid indeed!

nvm nvm..i promise to myself, i will make it prettier~*but i need time..hahah..i think i need to wait until i finish my spm .. so just be patient and wait for it yah..^^

04112010

grrrrrr..

i look like a zombie now..guess what? i m totally lack of sleep la werrhhh..so bad!

last few days, i looked into the mirror..i saw an ugly old lady!!*referring to myself.XD i felt like wanna to punch the mirror! i cant accept it!! i am a teenager but look like a folk..owh man! seriously my relatives hurt me when they like to ask me hw old am i..yishh..='(

i think i need take a rest and start to do some facial treatment..i wan a baby fair skin..as smooth as a baby skin..owh..i m desperate to own a nice, fair and radiance skin..can someone else teach me the way to keep the skin look young and healthy? i wanna to confess for being not taking care of my skin last time..i recover a big eyes bag on my face! wuu..wuu..( |0|)

tell u a secret! I GAIN FAT due to the supper this few days.. he always bring me to dinner after 8pm!! see!!sure i will gain fat lo.. like yesterday,he brought me to look out point to have our meal at 9.30pm..i kept nagging him for having meal so late~ haha..he is so innocent while he dint know what shud he say nor does.. he is cute ! ♥ ^^

waiting for the day of spm!!please the day pass faster..so that i could end up my exam faster~

ihatethemisery

你的无所谓总令我失望与心疼，我不知道你的责任是什么，因为你从没尽过你该有的责任

你的无责任心，怠惰，挥霍，还有那自我的态度令我反感

我知道我不该拥有这一些的想法，但我就是控制不了

你！毁了我的一切毁了我对世界抱有的期望

过往对你的期许与体谅渐渐的随岁月流逝，我不再寻求在多的借口来瞒住事实，我受够了

因为你的自私，连累了你身边爱你的人，你令爱你的人身心疲乏

你带走了那单纯天真的灵魂，剩下的只有分离，泪水，破碎的心灵

看着那双充满着不舍与心疼的眼神，我心有所感

那天我看见了那双仿佛在期许或奢望些什么的眼神，我暗地里流泪

血浓于水，她也只不过是一个普通的人

所谓的无私的爱，也只不过如此

我不再对你有任何的期许，更无法为你找寻更多的理由来体谅

此刻我只想说

伟大的超女，我爱你！

study group

here is some post about my life before going to sit for the SPM..
well..SPM is around the corner..it's still left 26days to go!!*wtf! it's not more than a month! kill me please~i think i will become an insane after this week..because i am planning to study days and nights..thus, i can ensure to get straight As for my SPM..
my buddies held a study group and asked me to join them..for being a good friend, ofcoz i wont let them being disappointed..^^ here is some photo that i took last time..

venue: kuchai lama MCD
time: 5-8pm
result of the study group: totally fail because we chit-chat more than studied..==

i have a pair of very-small-eyes...=(
the latest study group was held on last saturday at shihwei's house..his house is a most comfortable place to study..heheheXD if he prepares some junk food at his house then there will be more perfect..!!* evil smile *kyson joined us too..
lazy to type,so just enjoy the photo ya..=]

look at that 2 guys..owh so cute..^^

spot kyson..hahaha

i wonder wat's emotion was tat..

i feel proud and grateful to become their close friend..they always cheer me up..i love the feel when we study together..yea..that's what i hope to do so last time..and now it comes true..we did it!!friends!!let's fight for SPM!! fight for the bright future..let's MAKE IT happen and it is not a dream to get great result..;P