20101129

有感而写


有时人总是那么奇妙,总爱掩饰自己的感受
人们的掩饰功力甚至比变色龙来得更加厉害,让我不知如何应对
有时我总在思考,那到底是为何呢
为何就不能坦诚相对呢?非得要为自己的所想加上一件外套,好让其装饰一下方可见人
明明就是不喜欢,但是总爱僮的一副没关系的模样
明明就是很喜欢,但也爱装出一副不在乎的模样
难道,人们不懂的分辨喜恶吗?人们的七情六欲仿佛已纠结在一起,难以辨识出喜,怒,哀,乐
人们也很爱为自己穿上穿山甲的外衣,保护着自己内心的脆弱
穿山甲的外衣,一旦穿上了,就难以与外界沟通
因为他们总会抱着半信半疑的心态,最后导致无人倾听自己心声的后果
事实并不是无人,而是人们自己的心已这么的认定
人们也爱为自己穿上刺猬的外套,仿佛在预防这些什么的
他们为自己寻找的理由就是抵抗外敌,抱着他人受伤总比自己悲伤好
最后,人们也渐渐地被人疏远,无人愿意接近,也无人敢于接近
这是多么可悲的思维
好多时候,我总在想为何要为自己的话语先加以修饰。。
日子久了,我也渐渐的领悟到这一个修饰的工作非常的重要
其可令你较容易融入人群里
话语原本就如一杯无色无味的清水,其所带来的感情色彩,只因人们为它添加调味料,使其变成一句带有杀伤力的话语或是充满励人心志的话语
这杯清水要如何让人们接受,关键只在调剂人的身上
你是一个好的调剂人与否,只须看看你拥有朋友的多少
两点成正比


[这片纯粹是让我发挥一下意见,并无任何的意思]

20101126

26112010

hello guys~
just now i was thinking of should i update my blog since i have been abandoned my blog such a period~at last, i decide to post some about my days recently! (* and the post about my secondary school life will be postpone..sry XD)

as you all know, Form5 students are sitting there SPM~ and there's what i face to~ i has being so close to my BOOKS due to this stupid exam!arw~this is the most difficult period of my life! i cant hang out but sit in front of these books..BM, BI, SEJ, SCIENCE, blablabla..

well..1st week examination has passed~YEAH! after sejarah's exam, i feel like no more pressure~hahahaha..that is the only subject that i afraid of so much~ 3 subject 6papers gone! but still have 12 papers to go~i hope i can do well on next papers..

i do feel so sad~because i did lots of mistake!!i dint do really well in my BM,BI and SEJ!i do really regret now!!!GOSH~ especially, my SEJ!!! the only feels appeared in my mind was SAD SAD SAD after i knew my mistake.. =( haiz..

OK~forget about it~the thing i should do now is prepare for the rest~i must put more effort!!!
guys..i know u all will bless me rite???♥

that's all..bye..

20101116

PREVIEWS

WILL BE POST SOON..♥
my secondary high school's life
♥ 4A3 'o9
♥ 5A3 '10
changed my blogskin ady~
sexy,big, red ROSE
HOT like me!!=)

20101112

SORRY


sorry peeps..

my blog is on processing~i have ady bored on my old blog skin, so try to change it and make it nicer..
ya~i know my blog is worse than last time~but but but...i really have no idea how to make it nicer..see..my blog skin now is looking like shittt...ishh..==
i felt so mad when i started to stuck at the way to edit blogskin and those html..LOL!! i am a stupid indeed!
nvm nvm..i promise to myself, i will make it prettier~*but i need time..hahah..i think i need to wait until i finish my spm .. so just be patient and wait for it yah..^^


20101104

04112010

grrrrrr..
i look like a zombie now..guess what? i m totally lack of sleep la werrhhh..so bad!
last few days, i looked into the mirror..i saw an ugly old lady!!*referring to myself.XD i felt like wanna to punch the mirror! i cant accept it!! i am a teenager but look like a folk..owh man! seriously my relatives hurt me when they like to ask me hw old am i..yishh..='(

i think i need take a rest and start to do some facial treatment..i wan a baby fair skin..as smooth as a baby skin..owh..i m desperate to own a nice, fair and radiance skin..can someone else teach me the way to keep the skin look young and healthy? i wanna to confess for being not taking care of my skin last time..i recover a big eyes bag on my face! wuu..wuu..( |0|)

tell u a secret! I GAIN FAT due to the supper this few days.. he always bring me to dinner after 8pm!! see!!sure i will gain fat lo.. like yesterday,he brought me to look out point to have our meal at 9.30pm..i kept nagging him for having meal so late~ haha..he is so innocent while he dint know what shud he say nor does.. he is cute ! ♥ ^^

waiting for the day of spm!!please the day pass faster..so that i could end up my exam faster~

20101101

ihatethemisery

你的无所谓总令我失望与心疼,我不知道你的责任是什么,因为你从没尽过你该有的责任
你的无责任心,怠惰,挥霍,还有那自我的态度令我反感
我知道我不该拥有这一些的想法,但我就是控制不了
你!毁了我的一切毁了我对世界抱有的期望
过往对你的期许与体谅渐渐的随岁月流逝,我不再寻求在多的借口来瞒住事实,我受够了
因为你的自私,连累了你身边爱你的人,你令爱你的人身心疲乏
你带走了那单纯天真的灵魂,剩下的只有分离,泪水,破碎的心灵
看着那双充满着不舍与心疼的眼神,我心有所感
那天我看见了那双仿佛在期许或奢望些什么的眼神,我暗地里流泪
血浓于水,她也只不过是一个普通的人
所谓的无私的爱,也只不过如此
我不再对你有任何的期许,更无法为你找寻更多的理由来体谅


此刻我只想说
伟大的超女,我爱你!