boring

owhhh..my dear god!i m so damn bored~lifeless!!!
i promised to myself start my revision in this morning..but~i have broke my promise badly!
my mind juz tell me owh-no-way..n laziness kills my pretty plan~!*how bad it is~

i have already slept for all the day~i waked up at 9am,then after watched the shows of ,i continue my sleep~hehe..until now only i wake up~
but seriously i really hav no mood to study nexhh.. * shelby,wednesday u are goin to sit for ur mid-term exam la!!
owh gosh~ god bless my result wont be fallen down~


viewed back my document and found some photo~
there are some memories among me and jojo and ofcoz phuiann~

our conversation, here V

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

i wonder know how's her reaction when she recovers this post~ *devil smile =)

i think she will bring along her mum's knife and come my house~hohoho.. oppss..forget to intro her~she is my dear jojo!my best buddy ever!

we rarely meet each other since last semester~we are both having busy life!

although we hav less meet each other,but we are still contact each other through phone~hehe!!

hehe~my screen is chuckei and dalphane's photo~

cant do anything~i m falling for them!

prettieeeeeeeeee~

i hav change my screen saver la..^^

now is my bro's and my turn~

and this is my honey phuiann~hehe!

she is a pretty!and she has a pair big big eyes that i alway envy!!
we love to chit-chat and alway video call..yesterday we did our video cam too~
we have alot of topic to discuzz..ermm..such as animals?
*hahaaha..i think only she can get mine..
yea! she love to listen to my animals' stories~ and i lik to tell her and look at her emotion~
^^

miss them so much, and ofcoz my chkl's frens!
god!please let the time pass faster~
please end up SPM faster!
i cnt wait for my life after completed my secondary school life!!

found some outing photo~

and seriously i miss that moment alot!!

i wonder know how could it happen~

what's goin on?!

sorry to them~

photo shooting

today was going for a shooting..
erm~juz a normal shoot!my mum got a voucer so she asked my bro n i went for it~
it was all free of charge~so good,rite?

please dont feel happy whn u get sumthg tat is free~coz they have ever be serious nor quality~

m i look different from this photo??haha!i cnt even recognised whn i saw it~i hate my teeth!*stupid camera man kept ask me to smile n showed my teeth~yerr!!

my shoot was so s*ck!!gosh~ there has no others word can describe except s*ck..guess wat?! i m totally too fat for it!!ZOMG!!felt lik goin to suicide!!arg~

ok~i should not be so rude! sry~hehe~! anyway,it is still acceptable~and i realised tat was not their false!is de modal's problem!haha.im nt a good modal~

my bro has too! bt his photo was ever better thn mine! *n i was murmuring thr!!he is too handsome!his potential always be higher thn mine!!

nvm!i hav been get use to it!guess wat?! he is too handsome~~hhaha!proud to have such handsome bro~

after went back, trying out my own shooting..hehe..

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today is teachers' day~my skool is goin to celebrate for it tomorrow~considering to skip it and hav a rest at home..*good idea, rite?

so bored whn everyone is sitting at the stupid multipurpose hall n doing nothing thr~so i decide to skip it~~!hahaha~i think almost half of the students from my class would not goin too~

osh..my eyes goin to close and my brain almost cant function ady..

goin to sleep ~ zZZZ

good nite peeps!

yesterday, i went out with some guys..

and i would lik to post it soon..juz let me get some photo 1st~

juz wait for it..

mother's day

9th of MAY

is a big day for every MUMMY~every1 celebrate for tis big day and guess wat?i celebrated it too..^^

before went for celebrated it, i was pleased to attend a seminar of SPM BM~

i paid rm108 for tat!awh~my heart was bleeding whn i was paying with my pocket money..

bt so how~it was totally worth for it~

* i hope tat it really usefull to help me get A in my spm~if nt..hehe..i will find someone else to kidnape tat instructor!!XD

i was sitting thr n listening to tat instructors for 10hrs..OMG~i almost fell asleep after 3hrs.luckily,i nvr really fell asleep~god bless!haha

i met my secondary lower school's fren who called MR.SOH~i was so surprise whn i saw him..

*forgot to take photo v him..

met alot of familiar faces~bt i thk they did not really can recognised me..okay~i noe i hv changed alot..^^

over all, i gained lots of knowledge n some teknic for how to answer the paper..

here,some photo..

EUGENE ,SHELBY,SHIHWEI

miss shelby and mr.cheng^^



mr.Eugene and miss shelby

u see~!tat vivian is always so slim n tall~~

hw bout me..?TT

i prefer this photo much~

juz feel we are so sunny~haha

the crowded hall

gosh~snapped by Mr.YIn

ahhh!!haha..well~

ignored my fatty finger~

haha..funny rite?!

two guy from top are Mr Chua & Mr. Yin

two girls from left are Miss Phang & Miss Hoye~

the speech finished at 6.30pm~i rushed back to school and my mummy was so tension..she kept phoned me and asked me to get back to school as fast as possible..they was in hurried to go for dinner..

okay..around 7pm,i went to a restaurant which located in cheras to have a meal with my family~

thr was so crowded, n i nearly cnt got breath~== the food thr not really nice..n i juz ate abit~

bcoz i was already fulled ~

neither service nor food was nt really nice~compared to last few year, tis year we really nt celebrated it well~

i hv had no give any present to my mummy n my bro not too..i thk she was really disappointed..

sorry mummy~ i cnt fulfill ur hope nor ur dream..

i thk the only present i can only give her is my SPM result~i promised to get a pretty nice result n gt some scholarship so that u will proud of having such clever daughter~^^

this is my precious grandmum~

she is so young~

gosh~i looked even so tiring~

haha..wat's my grandmum looking for..??

i heart tis~

trying to be sexy pose~

my cutie cousin..

haha~my third aunt..she like to be tat..

cute rite?

err..i thk they will feel like owh-shit-man

when they saw tis photo..

pretty smallest aunt..

oh man~baby was trying the taste of beer..

u see~she use to make tat emotion whn i asked her to take photo..^^

wahh~table fulling with beer cans..

at last i would like to say:

" happy belated mummy's day'

=T

I'm so damn happy,u noe??

hhahaha!!yea!!!

wat's a funny joke??!!

muahahaha

WORTH???!!!

pleasa,stop doin such thg on me..

i refuse to be judged~

u dunno me well!

trying hard to conceal my sadness!

masking everyday

bt

at last, i discover tat..

all i did for it was juz useless!!

suffering on bearing tears..

TT

死

最近的最近，生活忙的透不过气！
我压力真的很大！
请别再向我施压了！！我是人类，不是机器人！！
你可以从晚睡到中午没人理!可是我累了睡下午觉却被你说成如此~~

别说我不认真,不用功!我半夜4点起身读书你看得见?? 不!
我在学校的认真,你有看过? 不!
我的生活如何你懂? 不!
我伤心我烦恼你懂? 不!
我哭泣你懂? 不!
我为的是什么你懂? 不!

你就是什么都不懂不了解~ 在你眼里,我什么都不是!
不管我多么努力,你就是视而无睹!

你使的无形压力,我真的受不了~ 全科甲 你以为容易?
好!你来考吧!
你不可以好好的听我解释的吗?
我不说不代表没事..我的事,你们从不关心~
眼里就只有钞票! 不是什么东西都可以以钱来衡量!

是你把我搞到如此!
你让我在学校变得如此..就是你
现在女儿如此,汝悦焉~
吾无言~~

过去的嬉闹,如今却如此孤寂~

就让我死去吧!!

shelby

these is what i can describe my life now

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SHELBY IS SO DEAD RECENTLY..!~!!!