20111226

还是要幸福


一个女孩要从受伤后的心灵恢复,再去接受一段恋情是无比艰巨的事
对女孩说,爱并不比从前来得容易了
爱是需要无比的勇气,不是女孩没有,因为曾经的当初女孩也不顾一切的爱过
或许可以说,跌倒了知道疼吧
女孩比以前多了一份戒心,仿佛穿上了一件软甲的刺猬,保护着脆弱的自己

不是不想愈合伤口,只是伤口太深
不是不想遗忘从前,只是刻骨铭心
不是不想重来,只是心力交碎
不是不爱过,只是很爱过

心中存在着无比矛盾的心情,明明想起的是当初甜蜜的回忆,眼睛却不自主地流下两行苦涩的泪
试图地过得快乐,却不断地被打扰
谁能真正晓得女孩的心
心不断地淌血,谁知了
深夜被无情回忆敲醒,难以形容地痛心,谁来安抚
机会给了,谁珍惜
曾经试过敞开心膛,却被无情冷视

女孩累了,这次真的彻底疲惫了

接受一段无法预测结果的恋情,就像是一盘赌局,而赌注就是一生幸福
胜利者可得,落败的将被没收
女孩,你还是要幸福
加油


本文章纯属灵感,并不是本身经历

20111128

familyday

finally i have chance to wear my dress and have a heavy make up on my face!!!!hahahaha..=p
i have lots of clothes in my wardrobe but most of 'THEM' i have never wore..LOL..i cant wear THEM to school because it's too weird to wear dress to school i think..especially, most of them are damn sexy to others..*btw, if they don't mind, i would like to wear to school..XP
hahaha..cant imagine if there is a girl wearing like going-dinner-style sitting in the class..for me,surely i will say ' SIAOZ EHHH' ...

last Saturday, i attended a relative's wedding dinner..erm~ they are my mum's cousin if no mistake..they are indian mix chinese family..because my grandpa had a indian wife and a chinese wife..which mean i have 2 grandma..=p

so, i went back my hometown, Teluk Intan~ and we overnight there of cause..rented a house there...is a double-storey townhouse..quite comfortable and big...


once we reached there, we started to make up..everyone seem like so damn busy because there was only 2 hours left for us...but at last, we still late..my family does not know what is time management...hahaha..i spent 1 hour to dress up myself..THE FASTEST ONE...*proud*=D

lazy to write more..just see the photo..


the suami & isteri..^^






the daddy and mummy..he likes to act stupid when taking photo..haha


my second aunt..they say we look alike..do u thk so?

third aunt with her youngest son
my pretty aunt
the little cute cousin..^^ she was singing..

after that, we went to cheong K because my little cousin birthday..they sang, they dance, and ofcause they drank till drunk.. fyi, my family members are very IN and Fashionable~~hahaha..they dance like what i did last time in redbox...i was so shock when they played 'ON THE FLOOR' just to dance...hahahahahah..actually i did record them but it's too dark so im not going to post it...




we party till 3am and i was like super tired and sleepy..hahaha..
really had a nice and joyful moment with my family..it is quite a time i never spent my time with them since i am in relationship..feel so guilty actually..but, now i know how to arrange my time..FAMILY is very important to us~ we must appreciates them..

having presentation tml..
bless me and good luck to me..
good nite peep..

20111125

fourofus

Last friday after school, WE!!4Ppl!! Chingli, Alexer, Erer and ME went to sg wang~~~~
woohooo... such a happy day...because i dint need to drive..hahaha..Erer fetched me there..=))

fyi, i m so lazy to drive especially to KL area~ as you know, kl area always in a very jam situation..
OWH GOSH~~wonder if our country can improve the traffic system like provide more buses or something lahh.. then we dont need to suffer again~

alright, back to the topic here...
before started our shopping, Erer wanted to have snowflake 1st.. we got 2 bowl for us, because Alexer was ill and Chingli was fulled..hahahaha~*Alexer is going to kill me when he read this..=p
2 bowl but just paid for 1 bowl..hahahahaahaha...*happy face* guess what..we gveot 1 bowl for FOC since i had collected 10 stamps..see~~my HAPPY FACE+CUTE FACE below...muahhahaha..


after finished, we went for shopping~poor Alexer just did nothing there while girls were busy+ing on buying stuff..hahaha.. Chingli and Erer bought many things because i kept encouraged them to buy...hahahahha..evil me~~

around 8pm, we went to have a Korea's style dinner since Alexer and Erer were craving for it..
I was like owh-god-again expression...hahaha..but now i am craving for KIMCHI as they were last time..LOL~~



I was so fulled till going to vomit because the dishes are quite big and we kept asking the waiters to refill the side dishes for us...wahaha...greedy lahhhh....
after that, my fatty came and fetched me home..had a nice day with them..

20111104

isunluckyformetowithoutbothofyou


wonder if my eyes bag really so big..=.='

Dont really know what's the reason bring me to here..maybe because of a post that i saw from the facebook just now.. dont really like this kind of feeling~~

feel like super idiotic emo... what's the reason??? jealousy? perhaps...
i know the reason why we are getting more like stranger than best friend.. it's because of lack of communication and contact.. haizzz...

what i am trying to say here is...
i am still treat you all as my best friends...no matter how you all treat me..
is okay for me if you say we have not much of topic to say..
is okay for you to forget my date..
sorry friend..
[ i must admit that friends must be keep in touch ]

A good-bye is never painful unless you're never going to say hello again..

20110929

3D2N genting trip

HI, peeps! im back now! so sorry about i always be lazy to update my post.. i hope i can update everyday but i have no time indeed..so so so..just forgive me =)

During the 1st sem break, i went to genting with my beloved buddies..yea! we spent our 3D2N in a fantastic and beautiful hotel..
dont misunderstanding~this was not the hotel that we stayed...ours was even greater than this! the photo below showed the place we stayed during that 3Days..
yea!no doubt about that...we did stay at this horror hotel for 3days..THE AMBER COURT HOTEL!!!!! the most horror hotel~~~ i wondered why the building is still there..speechless==

Alright, back to the topic and ignore the hotel..
1st day, we gathered at the kl central and we went there by bus.. before i reached the hotel, i was so excited and looking forward about the trip..*but my mind changed when i arrived the hotel..

i ate maggi for my dinner on the 1st night~i was felt like owh-pity-enough...i have not eaten so many cups of maggi in a day before..*because i scared about later i will become bald..hehe..

at night, they all were deciding to watch HORROR MOVIE there!!! i was like very OMG there..i dare not watch horror movie especially at hotel..*fyi, im the timid one!!
when they were planning, i was trying my best to persuade them not to watch..but at last, i failed to do so..they did watch and i was lying beside Alvin and Chingli..i was so scared but they seem like so enjoy to watch the movie~

Wai Chun was laughing while he was watching THE HORROR MOVIE!!! i wondered if any parts of the movie so funny???!!! he was like watching a funny movie more than a horror movie..ishh..
finally the movie finished, but they wanted to have a ghost story session!!! arg~ i was going to crazy when they kept talking the ghost story..haiz..i was going to cry indeed but luckily my BABY called me and talked to me..he was trying to comfort me~love him so much..^^

at 3am, i hug my amulet and got to sleep..* i brought so many amulet to there..Wai CHun, Vivian, Angela, Jun Hong, and Zhan YI were still chatting there..siaozzz ehhh...

okok! nothing to say much..just enjoy the photos...^^
1st day's photo.


out fit of the day...^^








what the guys were doing in the room????
they were just behave like a lady..haha





to be continued........

20110520

MY LOVE

今天是五月二十日,突然想借这特别的日子写写这一篇~


亲爱的,今天是我们在一起的第218天!

时间真的过得真快,在我还来不及感叹过去时,时光已悄悄的流逝着~

想说,这218天里你都是无时无刻地关心我体贴我..

喜,怒,哀,乐,都有你在与我分享

真的庆幸有你陪伴我左右,好让我在忐忑不安时有个温暖的胸膛。。(虽然有点因过度肥胖而油腻)
累的时候,又有你背我,捶背~我真幸福~

虽然你是有点胖有点白痴有点走样。。哈哈

不过,我依然爱你!!!

5月20日2011年

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