the day with Vian

last sunday, i juz went out with baby V~ we decided to go pavillion~
she came my house early in the morning to have breakfast v my family 1st..after that we went home again..had hav a nice meal at pudu market..=]
we used 3hrs to prepare and make up~ i helped baby V to reborn her curly hair~i were like a professional hairstylish..haha..macam yes only~LOL
though nt really having good skill, bt still worth some clap..* clap clap clap*
went by cab n costed us RM12..=[
*we waited for de bus half an hour,but still cant see any buses were thr..

we were having window shopping due to baby V n I have had no bring enough money~poor girls!!ishhh*
we planned to hav a movie time at thr..bt guess what~ our plan did not make it due to the dilemma of choosing a movie..the movie thr seen like i hav watched ady..
baby V wanted to watch ' EXPANDABLE'.. but i hav watched, so she was goin to watch it today with her friends..

okie..since we did not know what to do there, we hav gone to look for a place to sit down~
having brunches at the food court~

baby V~see~she ate alot!!

HOT HOT HOT

outfit of the day..

my meal..soya milk+ crispy roll.. =)

we hang around pavillion and headed to sg wang..haha~i prefer sg wang more because the things there is cheaper~* i m a little poor girl..TT

i found a shop which is selling some nice shoes!and their price is reasonable~2 pairs of shoes and only cost RM 70!! i hav made a promise to myself that i would go to buy them when i get money!haha =) baby V has made the same too..

after few hours past, baby V felt hungry again..== i wonder how can her stomach digest as fast as impossible..i was still fulled but she told me she felt like wanna to eat~ arhhh..

she looks slim though she eats alot..* i m so damn envy!!!

we went to eat again..LOL..

picha time =]

peace ^^V

she ate crispy roll again..she has addicted on it..LMAO

we lingered around until 8pm..dunno why baby V cant contact her mum~maybe is MAXIS problem,the line kept connect to a malay guy!haha..*speechless*

she was worrying of how she was goin to home~well,i asked my friend to fetch her home lo..

that was a nice day though nothing special..but still consider as a nice day for me~

OMG

m suffering from the pain

i hate it!!

it tortures me every month..

it makes me cant even pay attention in the class

句号

刚看了一个很久没说话的朋友的部落格~突然就有许多的感触~
不知道为何我会有种想哭的感觉~或许是因为觉得有点羞耻吧~
我想我是最次醒悟的笨人吧！考试快到，可是我还在干嘛的？
我还在像去年般的玩闹~大家都变得埋头苦干了~而我？
我哭了~我懂了！感谢她的那篇~虽然她也没写什么，只是写他自己的感触与感想~
不过，那篇真得给我很大启发！我该检讨了~

我想我应该反省一下！
我真的变本加厉了~我一点都感觉不到，考试快接近，那种水深火热的地步~
以前的这个时候，我大概会不断的k书，不断地对自己施压~
现在~瞧瞧自己的死样~那副贪玩死样~
还不知死字如何写的我，下次的成绩应该会被人远远的抛在后头~
到了终点的朋友们，应该会在成功的一端，讽刺着我这只笨猪！而我也在跑道上望着成功者。。
那种羡慕的眼神，那种羞耻之心~仿佛在懊恼着什么的~
为自己迟来的顿悟感到无比地后悔~

去年，我还懂得收回玩乐的心情，还懂得控制自己的放肆~
如今~越来越不懂什么是对什么是错了~
或许我真得失去一般懂得奉劝我的朋友们~我真的错了~
当初真得不应该如此，可是。。
又有谁会拥有那重来的机会？失去就是失去~就算在聚在一起，彼此也会有疙瘩的~
无法无视当初的过错~

现在的我要为现在的生活画上句号！
为我初中三的我，画上逗号~我要努力！我要过会以前的生活~
我要找回那郑老师眼里的好玲意~！！我不可以辜负老师对我的期望！
因为他还对我有期望！他还是坚信那个玲意可以克服一切的困难！
还有~下次的考试，我一定要得到我应该获得的成绩！！！！

对不起你们~原谅我之前的错！

我真的很想和你们做回朋友的~

sorry~

please accept my apologize!

outing with guys

sorry peeps~sorry for ignoring my blog for so long because of de laziness and de onerous exam~

i spent my time on doing revision,sms..and yet, the outing~ =) haha..*girl wont stop to hang out!
well well..tis post is not a crap..i come to post my outing post~

date: 7.8.2010

day: saturday

venue: the pavillion ,sg wang n time square

objective: mr mak asked me to accompany him to buy present for his friend~

we made our date at last minute~he msg me while i was having sejarah class at kasturi~

'shelby,wan gai gai?'

'where?'

'pavillion la..i buying u..'

'ok'

that was our 1st date~*we are not couple~XD ok..after tuition,we headed to pavillion~we decided to watch a movie but thr have had no left any back seat~fully booked!ok..fine~MR Mak changed his mind to cheong K~but was fulled~owh~GOSH..at last, we went to 'WONG KOK restaurant' to heal my stomach..haha~i was famished~

seriously i really feel tat he looks alike 潘伟伯~

we were taking lotza picha while waiting for the meals to be served by~and this MAK MAk he is arrogant ~ he said he is de good camera man who possess talent in taking photo with high skill...LOL..i was like owh-ignored-u when he started to being showy..i was not agree of what he told..haha.. =p

MR MAK finished his food bt i had not..so he was going to wait for me 1 hr to finish my meal..LMAO~as u all know..i always take a long time to finish a thg..haha..they said i m a turtle..*watever..MR MAK was complaining n asking me to be faster..hhaaha..he got mad indeed~

i looked pale here..gosh*

look at his expression!he did really get mad~

haha..played with his phone when i ate my meal..

he got mad, so i showed him tis silly face..

haha..juz enjoyed my food n ignored him.. ;p

after that , we went in NIKE shop..he wanted to buy something..after that,we juz hang around pavillion n headed to sgwg..i was really tired since last night i dint sleep well..

yet, we both felt tired,we went to TS 's STARBUCK.. MR YONG LIN came n joined us..^^

spot at the orange man~~he came..

taa daa...the orange man finally reached~

MR YONG LIN

i looked like a man la..LOL

i wonder this uncle can hav a nicer pose？？
look so yam lehhh...

orang ini..keeps laughing thr..

see~both of us were busying on playing with the phone~MAK MAK was playing FB while i was sms+ing..MR YONGLIN was holding his phone n dreaming..haha..coz his phone cant online~~haha..

poor MR YONGLIN... =]

outfit of the day~
having a nice time with them..we chit-chat n laughing loudly thr..haha..i thk we were the noisier customers..MR MAK MAK shared his funny msg with us..*the girl tat they were talking about really gt something mental problem i thk..haha..she really entertained us~not bad~

after bought MCD n played basketball games at ts,we went home..MR YONGLIN accompanied me home by LRT~ we stopped at the PUDUJAIL to take photo..

home sweet home~~

went out at 10pm++ to watch movie at mid valley~~
watched 3D 'the last airbender' with mr cheong n his frens~

结束=]

啊哈哈哈哈哈~

我为我自己的决定感到无比的高兴！
总算做出了了断！

u set me free~~

此刻的心情应该是高兴还是麻木了?

我真得不懂改用又怎样的心情~~

这67天总算成了回忆！我该笑着面对，毕竟是自己的决定~=）

算是放下了一个背负吗？

她的思绪

有时夜阑人静时，总会有许许多多已被复杂化的思绪~
那些还未被整理过的思绪，总让她不懂如何表达！

有的时候，她真得很厌倦这不断重复的一切～
欲暂停，但却无能为力～它总会无意中被唤醒！

这一段毫无结果的感情，还有必要继续纠缠下去？
她不懂它更不了解他~
她为她自己愚笨的付出感到筋疲力尽啦~
是否可以乘坐时光机回到原点~尽管她知道这只是一个愿望~
而这愿望是永远不能实现的~
路，是她选择的！
她需要为自己当初的抉择负责~她要好好地走她的下一步~
好让一开始的错误别再变本加厉~她单单地想好好地活好她的17岁~

她累了！不想再编更多的谎言来向他解释~
她累了！不想再为不懂得自足的他花心思~
她写到这儿，心里只有一股冲动....

那三个字，她该提出？