girls

i think thr is something wrong on me..coz i m failing in cheering myself up,though tat i hav tried my hard~~there's ntg tat i can say except a word ' lonely'~~lots of discontentment bugging me!!
i m almost breathless!!

girls,i hv alot of thing wanna to say out actually..bt i juz keep it as a secret n it is now driving me crazy.. i feel like i hv few topic to talk to u all~n wat u all saying,i juz cnt understand n almost dunno sometime~i thk tis is de main causing us feel strange..i realised tat distance among us appeared..i feel so strange!!i m such a stranger whn we gathered..mayb is my problem i thk..coz i juz keep quite without saying a word thr..u all never realised tat the present of me sometime~
i noe i m a lame person who dunno to ply joke nor kidding..i was trying my best to gt ur attention!bt it failed~totally failed~wat i gt is only IGNORED~~n nw i hav adapted to it~~is my problem~stupid problem~is ok anyway..sometime i juz feel so unfair..okie..i m nt writing out the reason..*shhhh~nt goin to tell anybody~

i m alone..n sometime feel lonely..i hv had no much fren..

arguement~~

gosh~~
m having lots of troublesome tat i facing now~~!!
everythg juz come as so sudden~

hav some arguement with my mum juz now..
actually not quarrel nor argue la...juz discuss~~==

mum: 'girl~juz now i asked tat uncle..he said that his daughter all studied at university..IS ALL FREE!!'
I :' so..??'
mum: ' so after u hav finished ur spm..u continue ur study with form6,after tat government will send u to a good university~~IS ALL FREE!!'
I :' mum!do u thk form6 lesson is so easy??!so easy to get scholarship a??dont dream la..it is really hard la~!my frens cnt get a good result at their stpm though tat they got all A in their SPM~~'
MUM : ' u dun say ur fren..ur frens all cnt study..all juz lik to hang out n nvr put any attention in their studies..ofcoz la they wan faster finish their study n thn go to college la..'
I :' who say??!!they all are good students la~~"
mum:'blablablabla...'


at last,her conclusion..
' U MUST GET ALL A's~AND STUDY FORM 6!!THAT'S ALL!!'


i m really speechless of her childish mind~~!!form6..omg~~i will hav a big pressure on it~~
should i really follow wat my mum want me to do??
who can help me???



FED UP!!!
gosh~~