study group

here is some post about my life before going to sit for the SPM..
well..SPM is around the corner..it's still left 26days to go!!*wtf! it's not more than a month! kill me please~i think i will become an insane after this week..because i am planning to study days and nights..thus, i can ensure to get straight As for my SPM..
my buddies held a study group and asked me to join them..for being a good friend, ofcoz i wont let them being disappointed..^^ here is some photo that i took last time..

venue: kuchai lama MCD
time: 5-8pm
result of the study group: totally fail because we chit-chat more than studied..==

i have a pair of very-small-eyes...=(
the latest study group was held on last saturday at shihwei's house..his house is a most comfortable place to study..heheheXD if he prepares some junk food at his house then there will be more perfect..!!* evil smile *kyson joined us too..
lazy to type,so just enjoy the photo ya..=]

look at that 2 guys..owh so cute..^^

spot kyson..hahaha

i wonder wat's emotion was tat..

i feel proud and grateful to become their close friend..they always cheer me up..i love the feel when we study together..yea..that's what i hope to do so last time..and now it comes true..we did it!!friends!!let's fight for SPM!! fight for the bright future..let's MAKE IT happen and it is not a dream to get great result..;P

sh*T

arwwww...imma suffering from the female's monthly pain!!ishh..it kills me badly~i wonder why woman should deserve to the pain..*imma super duper pain!!!! x 1000times TT

dunno what should i post now..cause imma super on pain!!!!!!yishhh..i swear if i have choose,i will choose to be a man!!!! ='(

can u please help me??escaped from the torture~arhh!!!

20102010 ;-)

20102010*mak mak sent a msg to me at 20:10 20/10/2010
finally,i am able to post a outing post here..i have no time to update my blog recently because i am busying on outing..[*ehehehe..=P ] i spent most of my time on outing and attending lotza parties..

i dated with my BBF last 2 days~my babies, JOJO and PHUIANN were finally free to hang out with me!i was super duper excited! ahaahaha..erm..ANN met me at salak south lrt station and then we headed to ts to meet up JOJO.. we went for our late brunch because both of them havent take their meal..we walked to PAVILLION and just because to take our brunches..* because i wanna to have my milk tea at WONG KOK RESTAURANT..=)
after finished our meal, we went to TOPSHOP because ANN wanna to buy something worr..before we leave there to SG WANG, we had our photoshooting in the toilet..XD

outfit of the day..=)

ANN said my hair look alike 'guan yin niang niang'..LOL

the prettiessssss..

jojo and i wore the same shoes but diff colour...^^

i was goin to faint when we were on the way to sg wang from pavillion..becauseeeee..IT WAS SO HOT!!!mr.SUN is right above us!!!ishhh..luckily, i brought umbrella..hahaa..they said i look like an auntie when i were carrying lotza things on my hands..=(

picha time..

i wonder wat's the emotion is that..
look alike donald duck..

i looked ugly..and ANN looked cute!!

there was a funny thing i might wanna to share with readers..there were a guy and his GF..while we were sitting there and taking photo, he passed by..his eyes kept staring at us..her GF started to 'hapchou'..she beat him and said : " see la!!" and his BF smiling there for covering up embarrassing~haha..ANN and I were laughing non-stopped..=]hahahahah
few hours passed, we went to TS!our legs were going to burn!!!we had a rest at BASKIN ROBIN..ICE-CREAM time..^^ owh..got a iraq lady asked ANN where was she had her hair cut..she said ANN's hair style so nice and asked for her photo..hahahahaha..ANN had a shocked!hahahaaahah..

JOJO and I had buy a shirt~we tried out all the shoes in every shops..haha..i were so tired!!there is some new shops...ANN recovered a nice wall to take photo..so we spent almost half an hour to take photo there..haha..

the best model with the pretty wall~

still, both of them is a good model..

it looked diff when there was another stupid model stood there..

i started my funny pose..ANN cant stand for it..

she was laughing..XD

shelby with the macam-yes-pose^^

owh-foolish-pose..hehehe..

yea..sexy pose..*erm..i thk so..;-p

the sweetest smile~i love her smiling face..;o

i tried my best to imitate that model..but at last, i was failed..=='
wat's a funny pose..hahah..

i love tis..

spot JOJO's emotion..ahhaha

had our dinner at SuShi King's~~haha!!making lotza joke with them..they said i had sumthg problem..lol..=/ we had a nice chatting time there..and our topic was all about animal..blablabla..hahaha..aiyooo!!!they were laughing at me with my stupid decision..arwwww..=(

he fetched me at 8pm++ but i reached home at 10pm++..LOL..guess wat~he was not only fetched me but my babies too..hahhaa..they lived far far away...thx you..

i am goin to perform at LEGEND HOTEL next saturday

i am super excited now!!

;)

蠢

蠢死了！！！快给你气死了！！！！！

你真的是！！啊！！！

很不想理你~~~~

反省下啦！！！！



呆头呆脑！！！

141010 An ending and a begining

i hope this is my last time to write about you!

start from now, i wont miss u anymore~
thanks for giving me a wonderful and toughful memories~
i will seal all of the memories among you and me in somewhere which i wont be remembered~
i realised that you doesnot worth my tears anymore~thanks for teaching me a valuable lesson!
start from now, i am not going to being down when i meet you..i am not going to find out hard to figured out what you are thinking about~
GOOD BYE to you my loved..i am pleased to be your friend if you want..

imma goin to appraciate you with my sincere heart..you are the one who giving me lotza supports and concerns..though that you never know the right way to cheer me up, but it is enough to stay by my side~=)you are the most understanding person who i never met before~i promised you that i wont break my promises!;p

it's an end and also a begining..peace off..^^V
14th october 2010

101010 =D

a super short post here..XD

yea..what's a wonderful morning huh???today is 10th oct 2010..that mean the date is writen at this way 101010..hmmp~not bad!a great morning with a not bad mood~teehee ;p but imma suffering physically pains..i feel gastric and headache now!!arwww..

went Quatto last night..

will be posted up soon..

just wait for it.=p

randomly post =)

owhh..i cant sleep and imma suffering from insomnia..goshhh..i feel my heartbeat non-stop 'working'.it just like bi-bi-bok-bok..wake up and have a cup of protein..hope it may help me to solve the problem and relax my tension..=(

erm..just now went to happy cafe with my buddies and adveline,wai yii,shihee..1st time went out with waiyii and adveline..though that we have had chat more than 100words with them, but still enjoy the moment with them just now..we chit-chat alot..nope~i dint say much but laughing~XD i was freaking entertained by them..especially kianE~their joke is just like what u see in the picture below..

our topic cant get out from HIM indeed..muahaha..it was really funny la..i was like haha-super-funny-lo..we were laughing non stop their..and i almost cried..hmmp..i m thinking about the PIG!can you imagine a super duper huge human pig lying on the bed and lotza piggy is drinking milk from its breast~??hahaahaaahah..* just the feel when u see the picture above~wat will u do when ur neighbour is pig pig family..??hahah..!!!and they are the large 1..LOL..i m so curious and wondering about wat is my reaction when it could happen on me..;p

* we are so bad la..*

i went home by 10pm..thx u waiyii for fetching me home..

was having my 1st meal at KFC after school with my buddies..we had our super late plan which planned before 1hour..haha~since i got the SUPER COMBO KFC SET which sponsed by HOTLINK ~erm..it is cheaper than normal price la..both of us spent RM7.80 to get the meals..is that cheap??i prefer MCD...hahaha..bla-ba-ba-bah..;p

conclusion of today :

as what vivian said :' TODAY IS MY HAPPIEST DAY!!! '

no doubt, i have been such a long time dint laugh like that..how to say..i was just like a crazy woman laughing in big tone~laughed loudly!! so tiring..thx for cheering me~! you all brighten my day with the joke!

hmmp..is 4.07am now!

yea!few more hours later,i have been siting for the geo paper 1~

hope that i wont be fall asleep during exam~!!

should go to sleep now!!

good night peeps..=)

大海与她

《大海》陈伟联

从那遥远海边,慢慢消失的你,
本来模糊的脸,竟然渐渐清晰.
想要说些什么,又不知从何说起,
只有把它放在心底.
茫然走在海边,看那潮来潮去,
徒劳无功,想把每朵浪花记清,
想要说声爱你,却被吹散在风里.
茫然回头,你在那里.
如果大海能够,唤回曾经的爱.
就让我用一生等待.
如果深情往事,你已不再留恋.
就让它随风飘远.
如果大海能够,带走我的哀愁.
就象带走每条河流.
所有受过的伤,所有流过的泪.
我的爱……
请全部带走.
茫然走在海边,看那潮来潮去,
徒劳无功,想把每朵浪花记清,
想要说声爱你,却被吹散在风里.
茫然回头,你在那里.
如果大海能够,唤回曾经的爱.
就让我用一生等待.
如果深情往事,你已不再留恋.
就让它随风飘远.
如果大海能够,带走我的哀愁.
就象带走每条河流.
所有受过的伤,所有流过的泪.
我的爱……
请全部带走.
如果大海能够,唤回曾经的爱.
就让我用一生等待.
如果深情往事,你已不再留恋.
就让它随风飘远.
如果大海能够,带走我的哀愁.
就象带走每条河流.
所有受过的伤,所有流过的泪.
我的爱……
请全部带走.

最近，我看到了一个女孩的心情。她说...

第一次听，她被这首歌的旋律与歌词给吸引。他感动了她的心。或许是因为最近她的心情总是有所困阻，有点低落吧。。她多希望她的心情能像歌词中所描述般地随风带走。。

‘如果大海能够换回曾经的爱，就让我一生等待’

曾经的那一份无私的爱，她日夜盼望。她愿意付出一切来换回当初的单纯。大海真的能够唤醒那一沉睡的爱吗？

‘如果深情往事，你已不再留恋，就让他随风飘走’

那些的甜蜜往事，真的能轻易的被遗忘吗？那么那更本就是一份肤浅的爱嘛~难道再看着那些情景时，他们不会有所感伤，有所后悔吗？

‘如果大海能够带走我的哀愁，就像带走每条河流，所有受过的伤，所有流过的泪，我的爱，请全部带走’

所有的哀愁与悲愤，都被带到远远的地方囚禁吧，好让其不再与她共存。

那一些伤人的话语，疼痛得回忆，请把它带走，好让她不再那么的伤感。

那一些烙印在心中的伤，刻印在身上的伤，请酱它抹去，好让他们别呆在里头，独自感伤。

那一些流过的泪，心痛的泪，疼痛的泪，疲累的泪，也将它拭去，换来笑容，好让她与他们更有勇气去面对一切。

在多的困阻，她都不惧怕，因为她知道害怕并不能带她逃出更好的环境。她希望它能尽一些些的力量，将一切改变。她不断努力地，试图地改变她的命运，为自己建设一个美满的家庭。她不曾向他们抱怨自己的辛酸，因为她知道，她有能力自己解决，不想为他们加上更多的背负。她不曾让他们发现她的泪，因为她不想让他们知道她的担心。她，就是如此的好胜，如此地逞强！她累了，就独自在被窝里哭泣，哭完她就会诚实地面对。她相信，飘风不终日，骤雨不终朝，一切将成为过去...

她不喜欢别人用同情的眼神来看待她。因为她觉得自己并没有他们想象中的可怜。她总爱板着一副幸福，强悍的外表，这样她才不会被别人贬下去。她不曾真正的用言语表达自己的感受，因为她害怕自己会忍不住流泪，让她人误会她装可怜。她不能聊他们的事，因为她肯定会落泪。。她告诉我，别在伤害她了。她真的承受不了更多的伤痕了。她说她很好！

这首歌真得令我想起很多。。心情轻松时，这是一首很轻松的歌曲。心情沉重时，这是一首催泪的歌曲。

愿望

"我拥有一个很伟大的妈妈，我拥有一个很负责任的爸爸~我拥有一个很和谐的家庭..."

愿望，每个人都拥有!人们总会抱负着许许多多，各种各样的愿望，盼有一天这一些愿望能兑现。以前，我总希望我能一夜之间变成百万富翁，绝世美女。然而，这一些的愿望，随着时光的流逝，岁月的增长，环境的促使，也变得简单了~每个人都会在蜡烛熄灭前，流星降落前，许下心中的愿望，期待其能实现。而我也不例外地，在吹熄这些亮着的蜡烛前，偷偷的许下一个小愿望。" 如果愿望真的能如愿以偿，那么我希望拥有一个和谐的家庭。"

我，不断地向上天许下这一个渺小的愿望。我并不贪心，也不奢望能获得什么。我就只是想拥有这一个，拥有一个每天都被欢乐充满的家。这愿望看似简单，但它并不是如你们看得那么简单。

我总是羡慕朋友们能拥有一个相亲相爱的家庭。每一次，我看见朋友们与家庭成员相处融洽时，我都不禁落下那想被隐藏起来的泪珠。望着的是那百般羡慕的眼神，心中所想的是那百般交集的思绪~

愿望倘若真得会实现，那请将我的愿望变成事实，不再只是一个遥不可及的想法而已。我希望深怕那不由自主落下的泪水，会被他人发现。


我真得很想离家出走，甚至自我了断。我真得不懂该如何面对这一切。