Feeling unwell

feel lazy,tired

everything will be fine soon??

feel helpless..

i dunno how to explain those feel tat i had whn sat for the geo's test..!

keep thinking..

i dun wan to betray my own self-rules!

i feel so apologize!!!

cant face on you anymore indeed!really..

i m so uncomfortable!!

DUNNO

exam is starting from tomorrow..

i am not suppose to hang out anymore!

i m still have not finish my geografi although tomorro going to sit for it!

argg~

nothing to post..

life of recent will be posting here soon..

*but not now!^^

'big girl dont cry'

love this sentence recently~

i wan to tell my friend for not keeping all the sadness inside the heart!

say it out and share with urs!!^^

good nitez..!!

i m a fragility girl who try hard to be strong!

coahroach

【我需要你】

arhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

a BIG coahroach stay in my house!!!

yerrr.....

SCARED SCARED de neh~~

T.T

nobody willing to kill it!!!

i told my mum but she ignored me!

my bro not dare to do so...

my aunt hvnt come back home yet!!!
my dad isnt home..

owh..

who can HELP me..???!!

i scared it!!!

although it is such a small living thing..~

i am going to breakdown!!!!

@@

shelby take 4^^

i m too boring..kaka

take some photo to hv some fun^^
swirl@_@ tis is how i look like now.. haha～

'look at ur desk!'
'such messy!!'

it is wat my mum told me whn she walked in my room~

stop annoying la..

i noe tat,ok?!

desk must be messy thn it is juz look like a hardworking girl's desk mah..

full of my book n note..

feel i m so work hard!hhahaa

hardworking shelby is studying her history now

*clap hand~~

i m studying my history which is so irritate!!

gosh!

may i hv a permission for not to sit for history test?

i m really not interested to study tis subject!!

*who can teach me history??T.T

gah YAo arh!!

to my frenz too..JOJO

i meet U

u..
i guess u r a good ppl~
but in fact,do u really a good ppl??
i dunno!
i juz noe u reload to my phone~
how come u can reload to me who chat v u through msn 30minutes~
u gv me a shock whn i saw u through the webcam..!!
i close it as fast as i can~
i told u i nvr see u..ur webcam broke..
i dunwan to hurt u!
i really cant accept u!
so i make my smart conclusion,tat i block ur msn..
sorry!
i really cant accept ur look!!
exspecially ur yellow teeth!!!!arhhhhhh





U
actually i juz wan to be fren v you~
my fren ask me try to be v u~
i hv tried..
but~~
aikz..
i really dunno wat i wan~!
i cnt accept a person who ever really understand me!

i m single

sometime need some1 to care~

but

i thk i more like to be alone

maybe i suit to be single

i scared to be hurted again

it is juz bcoz of u!!

i hate u

or

i like u?

is my pleasure to meet u

or

our meet is juz a suffer?

i hv already confused of those feel

我相信我们都有该去的未来

不该在原地徘徊

我其实很明白

梦醒了就不在

只是还挣扎着不让他离开

紧紧抓着的也都是空白

yam cha

2/10

去喝茶！
等了超久的~
要回的时候，他们才来了~
气死我了！！

在the mines 的gas oline喝茶~
约了一班安男友的朋友~
过后场面冷清！
最后1点多回到家了~

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4/10

去the mines吃早餐！
君载我们~
在mcd吃~聊聊昨晚的事~
楚后悔莫及！
计划下次再去~哈哈~
3点多搭德士回家~

ROjak poSt

【 爱情里没有谁对谁错，只有谁先不爱.

谁先离开，留下的人满身伤痕!!】

我班，好多人被buang le..

在就些，我班将会所剩无几吧～

可怜。。

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发现很不想在上课时说话了！

很好！

又变回以往的我了～^^

抱歉！所有坐我隔壁的人，闷到你们我也不想！

我只是不想miss掉任何老师所说的重点!!

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我想去打肚环哦～

和jojo商量了..虽她叫我别打，但我还是想哦。。

别说我变坏，我本来就是这类人！

我还是我~

我还是那个爽直的shelby!

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觉得法师里很好看～

越看越觉得好看！哈~

*虽然是马来人

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【不屑】不错听！

小鬼帅呆了！！！

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最近听着【沿海地带】！

好爱听弦子的嗓子～

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中秋节即将来临！

但为什么我感觉不到其节日要到来的呢？

中秋节还是中秋节，月亮还是圆的，月饼保持原态，

灯笼还是挂在线上

所有的物品都没变

变的

只是

我的心态与心智！

笨蛋已不是个敏感用词

study

today i was paying attention to every lesson..
eventhough i was so tiring,but i still listened to them~
exspecially history lesson!
sorry for my friends,coz of i didn't talk to u while teacher was teaching~

a very appreciate wan to give EUGENE!!
he borrowed sanitary napkin for me while account lesson..haha!
he asked Celine for that!i was so surprice n laughably~
i cant stop laughing at his action after he gave me that!
he is really a gentle good man!
*but sometime he is brainless!
he always treat me so good~

next time if my boyfriend willing to borrow that from others for me,
i sure will love him so much~it is really so touch u know?
i will love him until DIE!!


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gosh...
i cnt online all the day any more..
i hv made my decision to do my revision...
it is juz bcoz i m going to sit for my final exam at 12/10/09~
tat is my last exam in this year!
so i should do my best!!!
i cnt fail in any subject..
neither B4 nor C5 below, i also dun hope to get it..
i wan a perfect result!A pretty nice result on my report card!!

i do revision before the exam~
whao..even i study at chkl i oso never did my revision so early..
usually i m only do my revision at last minute..
but now i m going to do my revision now~
i spend my a week holiday for doing revision??!!!
whn do i bcome so hardworking??haha~

nez week holiday o..kaka..
i sacrifice my holiday for my studies~
*crap ur hands..pls..^^

wont update frequently~

study time!

dont try to hurt that one who love u much!

u will regret to do so~

appreciate what ur love hv given you!

i misss EU

突然突然！！

超级超级

想念你啊！！

李超洋！！！

我真的真的很想你哦！！！

想念你帮我拿书包！！

帮我撑伞！！

帮我解怀！！

好想念

你那。。

自恋的模样！！！

自信的‘装帅’！！

【但还是很丑！哈哈】

难听的歌声！！【超难听的～】

做比作怪的表情！！

真的很鬼死想念你的咯！！！

真的是啊！！！

【 p.s 别想太多！

纯粹是朋友关系！

别误会～

等下我被胃婆骂也。。

哈】

领奖～

【everything will be fine!!so..just keep on smiling^^】

哇咧～

我今天第一次在smkss上台领奖哦。。

呵呵！

好兴奋！好意外！好糗！！

本来我在台下的时候就和jackie猪仔们聊天的。。

聊着冷笑话～然后就一直在笑咯～

突然听到要办獎哦～

啊！我有份的了～

好的！在下面好兴奋！一叫到我时，哦。。

走出去的时候很不自然～

整个就很怪啦！！

上到去更不懂要干什么了～笑容僵硬！

校长还要拍照！哦。。

校长还要提醒我拿着我的信封～

哦。。我的天！

我的样子一定很白目！！==

无奈！

不过很开心的！

呵呵。。

过度兴奋！我获得RM5!

虽然很少，但这是我在这间学校第一次拿的獎叻～～

不错的咯。。

有点不舍得用掉那些钱。。

我要保留！

然后对我以后的孩子，孙子们说这是我小时候得到的～

哈哈！！光荣到！！

想到就开心！！

好了。。我知道我太过什么了。。

paiseh!!!

哈哈啊哈哈^^

it is my name!!TAN LING YEE

离开

我不要再这样执着了。。

喜欢你，

我只有一种可能。。

就是

痛苦！

离开你，我就拥有

一千万个可能～

这些可能可以是欢乐也可能是更糟～

喜和悲各占50%

^^

我决定了！

我要寻找那离开你之后的

一千万个可能！！

现在的眼泪是表示我不在为你而流泪～

我不会在因为你而影响我的情绪波动～

home SWEET home

finally i get back home from hamdan's house..

thx for her mum to fetch me to smk desa perdana..

after tat my aunt came n fetched me..^^

the feel back home was so great!

exspecially get back my room~

my bed..Mmm..i can sleep well n without any disturbing..

(no need to be disturbed~~hoho)

ytd i slept at 1.40++am..

this few day i always sleep after 12am..i bcum panda luu..

ytd video call v mny ppl..

1st time chat v darellchua~haha~

he looks cute n blur too..^^

hv a nice chat v him..

chatted v Dante too..keep combing his fringe~lol

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i m sickening tired..

feel tired of my way..

put u down already~

hope u r happy anyway..

u~~mr.nothing!

U!!
i m really feel disgusting now!!
wat u hv done really make me feel tat..
exspecially the msg u send to hamdan!

u r really a guy who hv a thick face!!
yuck..
DUDE!!

i m feeling dissappointed!
why i do so stupid??
真心换绝情~
i m getting to cry !

逛逛

今天和历去ts~
约了POP..
真不好意思！叫他出街走没两下子，就赶着回家了。。
过后一整天就让他负责等~
等等等~
hehe..
我最讨厌等人。。可是却让人等！

去到那边，本来我要看吓倒笑的~
可是又没完票了~算了！
去gasoline 吃东西~
还在那里不小心从包包里拿错东西出来！让他们笑死~
我也快羞死了！！啊！！！
我竟然把卫生棉当tissue江拿出来哦。。我的天！！
鱼到死！


过后就走走下咯。。历买了很多东西！
用完了他的整副身家~回到家才后悔自己买的东西~
哈哈。。活该~

我的脚趾好痛哦~可怜的我~
=没买到东西=

对不起，我不知道原来今天是个那么重要的日子~