20100224

ffff

i m really hv had enough of tat!!!
i hate wat u said n wat u hv did!!!
it really FED UP!!!!
can u juz use ur brain n thk before u try to scold me???!!!!

dun said something stupid thg to me!!
dont thk tat u can stand for me as well!!
i juz wan to tell u a truth..~~YOU ARE NOT!!!!
u juz cant understand~~
i hate!!!!!!n feel so sad~~my heart juz bleeding whn u scolded~

dont u try to ask me the reason ???
y u juz cant hav a softly talk v me???
i know u juz treat him better thn me!!i know it!!!n everyone can feel it too!!!
damn it~~!!!
far away from this relationship~~
may i ask u a question??m i ur daughter??!!!
u never care for me!!!
no doubt,u hv ever!!!!

stop annoying~
no matter what i did,it is juz a waste!!
fine~~
juz go n hav a hug v ur lovely little son la!!!
juz treat me as a dead person lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SRY

sry to u all..
nt i dunwn to go..bt juz i feel tat i m not suppose to go out anymore~~
i hv no mood to go anymore~~!!
i hope i can juz stay at home n do not go out anywhr!!

i feel down..
i am moody
i feel upset
i feel embarrasse
every negative thking juz located in my mind~
bt i juz dunno the reason i feel so..
i hv no confidence to my appearance anymore!!

tat y i dunwn to go~~
so sry!!i m not really wanna to do so..bt it juz cant controlled by me!!
i hate myself!!
i hv a bad-looking~~
n i did alot of embarrasse thing tat i really regret~
owh sh*t~~if i hv a chance,i would not do it again~!!
i dunwan do it twice in my life!!
DUN WAN!!!
TT

sry~~i cnt help u at tis time!!
bt i will alway by ur side..
wish ur plan will b success!!
AN UGLY GIRL GOIN TO DROP HER TEARS...

20100220

i should expect it could happen at the begining


though tat i do like clubbing, bt i realized tat i could not to do so..
i should control my mind for nt going any clubbing after tis holiday!
should be more concentrate in my studies stuff~
and my skin care too!!it really dissappointed me!!

i love clubbing,and it is not wrong~
tipsy me,had did alot of stupid mistake~~
should be control myself..i felt that i am just an idiot after drinking..!
i would do alot of stupid thing and almost out of controlled~
somehow i think of u after i drank..i drank alot to be drunk..
*but u never care!so that i hav let u go~

please forgive myself,because i hav did something that really regret me~
i cant accept that truth !undoubted it drive me upset~
it was running in my mind for a whole night~~!i felt ashamed!!
*please kill me!!
how do i face u all ???

i should try to think at a good way~is tat right??
we should expect everything that may happened since we hav stepped into those places~
dont worry!!i will be okay soon..

should go back to my little-good-girl-lifestyle!!
please bless me all the best!!


i hav fallen to u..
but u dont!
it disappointed me!
relationship dont get deep to me~
never got the whole in love thing!
you all juz said love me truely
bt at last it didnot mean anything~
nw i juz feel tat i was strayed from love!!
why the guys tat i like,they hav ever like me??
do i hv any problem?do i wrong to fall for u all??
every1 tat i like will juz fall for my friend~
i was drown

20100213

i m

i m a failure~~
ntg i can say..i juz wanna to admit tat i m a super FAILURE!!

is OVER~

please stop it!!!
i m a hot tempered..i noe it!!
sorry to those who scolded by me as sudden~~

shelby..
u r really a failure~~!!!